Fallen Angel - TOC
Chapter One Hundred
Frankie struggled to sit up, pushing
himself against the pillows until he leaned back against the headboard. He coughed and
choked on another trickle of blood that escaped his mouth and tumbled over his chin.
"What's goin' on?" he asked weakly while he frowned and blinked his eyes at
Luke, catching sight of his father's worried face.
Luke immediately grabbed Frankie by the
arm and pulled him from the bed, trying to help him to stand by supporting the boy's full
weight as the he kept sinking toward the floor like a folding accordion, pulled back up
and then folding down again. "You're bleeding," Luke said tersely as he led him
to the bathroom. "I want to wash off your face so we can see where it's coming from.
It looks like you've bled periodically throughout the night by the looks of your pillow.
You dont remember it?"
Frankie shook his head and sat limply on
the toilet seat with his head held down and frequent red drips of blood dripping from his
face and spotting the tiled floor in front of him. Luke ran the water full force in the
basin while he searched the underneath cabinet for a washcloth or small towel. When Luke
quickly grabbed Frankie's forearm to prevent him from slipping to the floor, he noticed
that the boy's pale skin was dotted with an angry red rash, one more sign of the kid's ITP
going haywire.
Frankie scrunched his face against Luke's
aggressive scrubbing and tried to push him away. "Ow," he complained.
"You're well enough to protest,"
Luke said tightly as he kept wiping at the boy's cheeks and chin. He held his comments
when he noticed the blood seeping from Frankie's mouth and nose both and felt a sharp jab
of worry in his gut. "I'm sorry. I should have questioned you further when you
mentioned feeling ill last night. I just figured it was withdrawal from the alcohol."
"I didn' know neither," Frankie
responded thickly.
"I'm going to call your doctor,"
Luke said hurriedly as he sat Frankie down on the tiled floor and leaned him against the
tub in a protective position so he wouldnt fall. "We'll get dressed and go
right to the hospital. I don't think you need an ambulance. You're not bleeding severely
enough for that."
"'Kay," Frankie mumbled as he
closed his eyes and grimaced. "Stomach hurts."
"Can I leave you for a minute to make
a phone call?" Luke questioned. "I'll wake Alexis, and she can stay with
you."
Frankie nodded wordlessly, smearing blood
across the tub with the up and down motion of his face leaning against it. He felt surrounded by the cold surfaces of the
bathroom and longed to lie down to cool his feverish skin. Pulling forward with his hands
on the tile, crawling along, he left numerous bloody handprints tracking to the left and
right of him. "Crap," he panted to himself. "Why me?" Pausing in the
middle of the bathroom floor, he felt his stomach contract ominously and was filled with
shooting nausea that made his head swim. Soon, the floor flooded with the blood that he
vomited profusely. When he opened his eyes, Frankie scurried backwards away from the field
of red, clawing at the tub in order to escape a scene that was eerily familiar to him.
"Let me out!" he cried hoarsely, smacking his palms rapidly.
"Lemmeoutlemmeoutlemmeout!" his voice trailed off hopelessly. By the time Alexis
raced into the room, he was huddled in a corner, arms wrapped protectively around his
midriff, staring at the few remaining white tiles untainted with blood and shivering with
bad memories of the Smith mansion's secrets.
~*~*~*~
"Oh. My. God." Luke said when he
returned to the bathroom and freaked at the sight of a bloodbath coating the surfaces of
the room. "He was okay a minute ago."
Alexis was kneeling on the floor, holding
Frankie close and rocking him. "He's very upset," she said tensely. "He's
out of it." Her frightened brown eyes took in the liberal splatters surrounding her
and streaking her robe. "It's like that cubbyhole at Smith estate in Atlantic City,"
she choked out. "It's giving me the
creeps."
"I called Dr. Hill. He'll meet us at
the hospital," Luke informed her. "You stay home with Sly. I pulled the Cadillac
around to the front of the house, and the bodyguard has his car behind us. I don't think
we have time to clean him up. He'll have to go in the way he is." Luke accepted his
son, pulling him from Alexis' arms. "Thanks, darlin'," he whispered to her, his
intense, blue eyes communicating the full extent of his emotions more fully than his
words. Frankie slumped against Luke's chest as he was dragged from the room, his eyes
vacant and the heels of his bare feet scraping along the slick floor.
~*~*~*~
Frankie's arm flung out, hitting with a
loud smack the elaborate dashboard of Luke's antique Cadillac convertible.
"Wheremi?" he grunted out without opening his eyes. Minutes earlier, Luke had
dressed him in a black sweatsuit and carried him out to the car, placing the boy in the
front seat with towels surrounding his face and covering his lap plus one tucked under his
chin like a bib. Frankie's face was leaned away from Luke and rested on the window, so
Luke couldn't catch his son's exact words.
"You're back with us," Luke said
neutrally as he concentrated on driving swiftly and efficiently to the hospital.
"Wassat?" Frankie muttered at
the feel of towels everywhere he moved. His eyes opened, and he squinted down at the red
stains on the towels. "Oh," he said.
"We'll be at the hospital in a
minute," Luke explained. "Dr. Hill is expecting us. How are you doing?"
"I wanna go home," Frankie
answered petulantly, his fingers pulling at the door handle while Luke drove the car at
forty miles per hour. He turned in his seat, prepared to step out of the moving car.
"STOP!" Luke shouted in panic as
he pulled his son away from the half ajar door and held tight to the back of his
sweatsuit. His frantic eyes moved back and forth from the road to his struggling son, and
he quickly took his foot off of the gas pedal, slowing eventually to a stop on the side of
the road. "Get back in here," he said with disbelief as the car idled in park.
"What are you doing?!"
"Not goin'. I wanna go home,"
Frankie sputtered out, his brows knit together in a cross expression.
"Why couldn't you have spaced out
until we reached the hospital?" Luke wondered aloud. He shook Frankie to gain his
full attention. "You," he said, pointing his index finger into the boy's chest,
"are going to sit tight and not give me any lip."
"Fuck," was Frankie's response.
"Mmm...tired."
"That's because you're bleeding like
a stuck pig," Luke stated. "Do you promise not to open that door again, or shall
I hogtie you and throw you into the trunk? Either way, you're going to the hospital. I'm
not giving you a choice."
"Lea...me alone."
"I know you're upset," Luke
tried to reason with his son. "But, we'll get you patched up. It'll work out
fine."
"Mama."
"I'll call her when we arrive,
okay?"
"'Kay," Frankie agreed.
"No monkey business?"
"No."
Luke drove more carefully and slowly the
remainder of the trip and breathed a sigh of relief when he pulled into the emergency
parking lot and turned off the car, racing around the back to pull the wheelchair out of
the trunk. Frankie's head fell forward with a jerk from the force of the blood that he
vomited all over the towel covering his lap, and his body continued the forward movement
until his forehead knocked hard on the dashboard.
~*~*~*~
Luke washed the blood from his hands,
using a liberal amount of soap to clean them off. "Where are you, Cookie?" he
asked aloud, referring to the puppet that he'd given Frankie during his first hospital
stay. "I'd feel better if you were here to joke around with me." He crumpled up
a paper towel and pretended it was Cookie himself.
"Don't like dat shampoo
bizness," the phantom cookie monster explained.
Luke shook his head to reprimand the
wayward puppet wannabe. "I gave you a very nice shampoo. Your hair looked bluer and
fluffier than ever. I should become a hairdresser, that's what."
Luke twisted his hand to show Cookie's
displeasure. "No way, no how, Mister Luke. You're too groovy for that."
Luke flinched when he heard a toilet flush
behind him and the creak of a door opening. A large, burly man eyed him curiously and
chose the sink furthest away from the odd man talking to a wad of paper towel, a man who
confessed to desiring a career in the beauty business. Luke watched him exit the door with
a slam, and he secretively smiled as he made the paper towel hop on the counter.
"Have a nice daaaay," he growled.
~*~*~*~
"How is he?" Luke asked in a
rush when he saw Dr. Hill exit the ER exam room.
"He's suffering acute, spontaneous
bleeding," the doctor stated.
"Well, yeah," Luke prompted with
an annoyed motion of his hand. "That's obvious. What's it mean?"
"It means that his platelet count is
extremely low - in the 10,000 range. His immune system is attacking his blood again. I
spoke to his hematologist for treatment recommendations. We're going to have to admit him
for several days, and he's not too happy about it."
Luke rubbed the back of his neck and shook
his head. "No doubt. He just got out of the hospital and was looking forward to
spending time at home. But I still don't understand why or how he's bleeding. Does he need
surgery?"
"No. He hasn't suffered any new
trauma. The tissues in his nose and throat were probably injured slightly by the tubes
when he was on life support in Atlantic City. Normally, they'd heal by themselves, and he
wouldn't even notice, but the low platelet count has turned a minor bleed into a major
one. His capillaries are collapsing and blood is flowing into his skin - that accounts for
the rash."
"He keeps coughing and throwing up
blood," Luke protested. "Isn't that serious?"
"It can be if he continues to
hemorrhage. He's lost a unit or more of blood and swallowed most of it; that's why his
stomach is irritated. I ordered a CT scan of his chest to check those injuries, and he's
doing fine. The wounds are still healing, but the low platelets are causing more bleeding
there as well. He's probably been bleeding internally for a day or two. What we can do for
him now is suppress his immune system so that his blood can recover. He'll need to be on
an IV for two days while we monitor him in the hospital. That's what's upsetting him. He
says he has a date he can't miss." Dr. Hill gave Luke an amused look, and the two men
laughed.
"Man, it's hell being fifteen,"
Luke commented wryly
"The priorities are different,"
Dr. Hill agreed with a grin. He didn't mention to Luke that Frankie had requested an STD
panel when his blood samples were drawn, explaining the situation with Maxie and demanding
a piece of paper to prove he wasn't infected.
"He'd rather bleed to death than miss
a cuddle with Miss Wonderful."
"Im impressed with his
progress, though. I wanted to compliment you. He seems to be much less impulsive and more
responsible. When I first met him, I seriously doubted his ability to make meaningful
emotional attachments, but he's doing well under your care."
"He has a large, extended
family," Luke said, not wanting to take full credit for Frankie's improvement.
"He's very close to his aunts and stepparents, too."
"Oh," Dr. Hill said with his
hand in the air. "That reminds me. Please thank your wife for the very timely
information that she emailed me. I have the spreadsheet with all of Frankie's medications,
and it helped immensely, cutting down on the time it would have taken to leaf through a
hodgepodge of data. Part of the reason the boy is hemorrhaging is a drug that was
prescribed recently, one that has an anticoagulant effect. I've discontinued that drug and
switched him to one that's more in line with his medical conditions."
"I was afraid of that," Luke
said guiltily. "And here I handed him his pills to take last night. I feel
terrible."
"There's no way you can be expected
to perfectly understand drug synergies," Dr. Hill replied. "You did very well in
insisting he have one physician act as a coordinator for his care."
"If he needs a transfusion, I'd
rather be the one who donates," Luke sighed with his arm extended out as an offer.
Dr. Hill clapped him on the back and led
him down the hallway. "I'll take you up on your offer. We'd be happy to have your
blood."
~*~*~*~
"Your mother is on her way,"
Luke said as he entered the ER exam room with his right hand held over the sore spot
inside his left elbow. "I just gave the vampires a ton of blood so you won't have to
accept blood from strangers."
Frankie was lying on his back in a pair of
blue scrubs that were several sizes too large, with a blanket draped over him, holding an
ice pack to his nose. He coughed occasionally and leaned over a plastic bowl to spit out
blood. "Thanks," he said breathlessly. He lowered the ice pack to squint at his
father and then covered his face with it again.
"Still bleeding?"
"Yeah. Not as bad, though, with the
ice. Man, I feel sick. I'm not supposed to swallow da blood no more. Dat's what dey said.
Spit it out instead."
"They're setting up a room for
you," Luke said casually, hoping that Frankie wouldn't overreact to the news.
"I don' wanna be here!" Frankie
protested heatedly. "I wanna be home. Why can't I ever be home? It's like a
conspiracy or somethin'."
"It's only for two days. They'll go
by quickly. You can watch TV or talk on the phone, and you'll have tons of visitors. Laura
is bringing Lulu with her this morning, and Stefan will be down when he finishes his
morning's meetings."
Frankie lowered the ice pack and scowled.
"I don't want da baby to see me like dis," he complained. "She'll be
scared."
Luke looked sympathetically at his son who
was terribly ill yet still protective of his sister's welfare. "She's a tiny
baby," he explained in a soft voice as he patted his son's arm for reassurance.
"She won't notice or understand if you're bleeding. All she'll know is that her big
brother is happy to see her."
"Okay," Frankie agreed
reluctantly. "Can I still go to da island next week?"
"Probably. You'll need the doctor's
okay, but he'll be along for the trip. Are you looking forward to going?"
"Yeah. I'll miss Maxie, but I really
wanna see where Stefan grew up. Plus, I'm tired of bein' inside all da time."
"Lots of sun and surf and sand
there," Luke agreed.
"Stefan's gonna help me plan,"
Frankie confided. "I suppose we'll be inside for dat."
Frankie didn't see Luke's small smile,
which was one step away from a hurt expression. He wished he could be everything to his
son, the young man who was his namesake, but as he'd mentioned to Dr. Hill moments
earlier, it was working out well for Frankie to have many resources in his life. Besides,
he'd already given Stefan his vision for Frankie's future and trusted that he'd convey
those ideas. "Stefan has an analytical bent," Luke conceded. "He'll be a
fine resource."
"What are you and Alexis gonna do
when we're gone?" Frankie wondered.
"We'll take a honeymoon. We're long
overdue," Luke said without elaborating.
"Ahhh," Frankie stated with
raised eyebrows and knowing eyes. Dey're gonna have a Spencer boff-o-rama.
~*~*~*~
The doctor's words kept running through
Laura's mind as she tried in vain to comfort her son. Patients with active bleeding are treated with
high-dose IV immunoglobulin and steroids. She placed a fresh cold washcloth over his
hot forehead and looked conflicted when Lulu began twisting around and crying in her
stroller.
"I'm going
to hold the baby for a moment," she said quietly as she bent over to pick up the
fussy infant, placing Lulu on her lap and bouncing her lightly.
Frankie lay
silently and carefully on his side, his arm pierced with multiple sites for the necessary
IV's. They'd avoided using his injured arm to allow the throbbing wound to heal, and he
held that away from him as well. He raised his head with half closed eyes for a second to
peer at Lulu and then gave up and rested his head back onto the pillow. The drugs were
giving him a pounding headache and fever, and he wasn't sure if he were nauseous from the
blood that he couldn't keep from swallowing or the medications. "How's da baby?" he panted out miserably,
unable to hide the pain that he felt in every cell of his body.
"She was
lonely," Laura said softly, kissing Lulu's forehead and smoothing her hair. "She
calmed down as soon as I picked her up."
"Good."
"Do you
want to hold her for a moment?"
"Nooo,"
Frankie groaned. "Everything hurts. I don't wanna move." He took in a shaky
breath and coughed. "Am I dyin' again?" he asked with such innocence and clarity
that it made Laura's heart ache.
"No,
honey," Laura reassured him. "Your body is reacting to the drugs. I think you'll
feel better in a few hours. They'll give you a platelet transfusion after the first round
of drugs works through your system. That should make the bleeding stop."
"Den why do I gotta stay here for two days?"
"That's how
long it takes to administer them. They have to give the drugs to you over that period of
time. Plus, they want to monitor you to make sure you dont have a negative
reaction."
"Like
dis?" Frankie sighed, lifting his IV connected arm with a futile motion to indicate
his incapacity.
"I'm sorry
you're feeling so bad," Laura said in a pained voice. She reached out to turn over
the cold cloth on his forehead and stroked the side of his cheek. "I wish I could
have been there for you when this started up."
"I'm da one
who owes you an apology," Frankie mumbled.
"I shouldn't have called you names back at Ivy Hills. I don't exactly remember doin' it, but it's my responsibility,"
he said, borrowing Stefan's words to describe the situation. "I know I hurt your
feelings, and I'm sorry." Frankie turned over onto his back and blinked tiredly at
his mother. "I love you, Mama. I don't ever wanna make you feel bad."
Laura's eyes
moistened and she sniffed back her tears with a smile. "I know, baby," she said
tearfully as she smoothed out Lulu's dress with a nervous gesture and placed her back into
the stroller. "I accept your apology. You're my son, and I love you no matter
what."
Frankie held out
his arms to ask for a hug, and she bent forward, enfolding him carefully into her arms and
holding him close. Frankie breathed out a sigh of relief, blinking away a few tears of his
own, and he relaxed for the first time in hours, feeling safe and warm in his mother's
care.
"Is it ever
gonna get better?" Frankie asked with a hint of fear in his eyes. "I keep
waitin' for what's gonna happen next and wonderin' when I'll die - if it'll be today or
tomorrow." He turned his head to gaze beyond his mother toward the doorway, where a
bodyguard was standing, as large and immovable as a well-rooted tree. "I need a gun.
Can you bring me a gun?"
Laura paused to
correctly decipher her son's true concerns instead of immediately overreacting to his
request for a gun. "It's been difficult," she conceded. "You've experienced
a lot of changes in the last few months. Yes, there's been danger, but it's been dealt
with. Now that the business issues are over, you're much safer now than you ever were with
Frank Smith. And, your life is fuller. You have a large family and friends, people who
care about you. Isn't that better - and safer?"
"Yeah,"
Frankie replied. "It is. I never knew from day to day if I was gonna live or die in
da mansion. Nobody cared about me. Except for Johnny, people either wanted to stab me in
da back or were afraid of me, dat I'd stab 'em first." Frankie sighed deeply. "I
wanted so bad to get outta dere, so maybe I should stop complaining now dat Im out,
huh?"
"It helps
to focus on the positive," Laura agreed. "You have a lot to look forward to in
your life. You're one of the wealthiest young men in the country and with an empire to
run."
Frankie's lips
turned up with satisfaction. "Dat's right."
"Honey,
you're young and impatient, but give yourself time to heal. It doesn't happen
overnight."
"Can't pay
nobody to speed it ahead?" Frankie joked.
"Nope. You
have to relax and stay in one place."
"Dat'd be a
miracle."
"You'll do
it. I'm hoping that you'll get rid of some of that stress on the island."
Frankie closed
his eyes and imagined himself on a sandy beach, walking along the shore with the waves
lapping over his feet. "Sounds good. Being inside all da time sucks. But, is Nikolas
gonna be upset with me along?"
Laura shrugged.
"He's been jealous of you, but give him time. He's coming around."
"It's down to dat time thing again,
huh?"
"And you've
been jealous of Nikolas, too," Laura pointed out. "How's that coming
along?"
Frankie's face
stiffened at his first impulse, which was to deny all, but he chose to laugh instead.
"Yeah, so what? He's da oldest son, and he's lived with you forever. I'll get over it
- in time."
"Nikolas
didnt have me for the first four years of his life," Laura reminded Frankie.
"And, he knew that you lived with me when you were an infant. I used to send him
photos of us, when we were a family with Luke."
"Ouch,"
Frankie responded.
"Yes, I
didn't realize the effect that had. Your mother isn't too smart sometimes."
"Nah,"
Frankie said as he took her hand. "You're plenty smart."
"I'm lucky
to have so many wonderful people in my life," Laura admitted as she picked up Lulu
again. "Can I place Lulu beside you?"
"Sure,"
Frankie agreed, moving his arm to make a niche for her to snuggle into. Lulu's head rested
beside Frankie's chest, and her eyelids fluttered shut contentedly with the regular sound
of his heart beating. "She's growin'," Frankie observed. "And she's got
more black hair if dat's possible. Do you think her eyes will stay blue?"
"That's my
guess. They're the same color as yours were at that age."
Frankie met his
mother's eyes and gave her a half smile. "I never forgot you," he said
emotionally. "I kept lookin' for you for years, following people around asking if dey
were my mama."
"I
know," Laura said in a teary voice. "Close your eyes and try to sleep. I'll
watch over both of you."
~*~*~*~
"He's sound
asleep," Laura commented when she ran into Luke as she exited Frankie's room. Luke
jumped back with the accidental push of Lulu's stroller over his size thirteen shoe.
"Oops! Sorry."
"Good thing
she's a lightweight," Luke joked. "How's he doing?"
"He was
dreadfully ill for about an hour or so, but he's calmed down now. It's been hard on him.
He hates being in the hospital and hooked up to an IV. Can't say as I blame him."
Laura chuckled and looked bemused at the object in Luke's hand.
Luke looked at
the toy and said, "Oh. I ran home to retrieve him. Frankie enjoyed having Cookie
nearby the last time he was here. I found him stuffed in a desk drawer, poor guy. I had to
fluff his blue beard to make him happy again."
"You're
such a kid," Laura teased him. "Would you watch Lulu for me for just a minute?
I've been with Frankie so long I have to use the restroom."
"I'd love
to watch my niece," Luke exclaimed with dancing eyes.
Laura tittered
with laughter as she placed the infant girl in Luke's arms. "We have the most complex
family structure of anyone, I swear. Did you ever think we'd be related again?"
"Quite
frankly, no," Luke deadpanned. "But I love having a new baby around."
Laura raised her
eyebrows. "When are you going to produce one your own? Every newlywed has to put up
with at least one buttinski who wants to know when they're going to have children."
Luke rolled his
eyes and nodded in the direction of Frankie's room. "And you think he isn't enough to
keep us on our toes?" Luke kissed and snuggled against Lulu's cheek. "I'll enjoy
his baby sister instead. Besides, I'm much too old to reproduce."
Laura waved him
off humorously and walked down the hall, reflecting that life had a funny way of working
out in the end. She could actually talk to Luke for a few moments now without wanting to
slap him silly.
~*~*~*~
Luke must have
been Lulu's first infatuation because she smiled and cooed at each action he took - if
Cookie Monster tapped her cheek, she sighed to encourage a repeat motion; if Luke bugged
his eyes at her, she grasped his nose or played with his goatee; if he wagged his eyebrows, she blew him a kiss. He
looked deep into her wide eyes and fancied he saw glimpses of Frankie in her face, the
infant Frankie that he'd loved and lost so many years ago.
"Pretty girl," he said repeatedly, not hearing Laura walk up
behind him and tap him on the shoulder.
"You're
having too much fun," she teased him. "You make a great dad."
Luke's face
softened at the compliment. "Thanks.
That's a nice thing to say. I enjoy kids. I missed having them for the twelve years I
lived by myself, before Sly came to live with me."
"Sounds
lonely."
"It
was," Luke conceded. "I suppose that's the way I wanted it back then."
"Guilt,"
Laura guessed.
"Yeah.
Spencer guilt."
"The worst
kind," Laura finished for him as she reached out for Lulu. "I hope you've
forgiven yourself by now."
"Im
learning. I'm almost there." He looked toward Frankie's room and down at the puppet.
"I'd better let him have this. Cookie Monster was his favorite when he was
little."
"I remember
him saying that. He held onto that toy like a life preserver back when he was injured and
recovering from surgery."
Luke waved
goodbye to Lulu when Laura retreated down the hallway, and he entered Frankie's room, not
surprised to see him sound asleep on top of the bed, arms askew as if he remembered while
sleeping that he needed to protect the IV sites and not wrap them around his head, like he
usually did. Luke inserted the puppet under the crook of the boy's arm and smiled at the
sight of his son's improved appearance with his pink cheeks, signaling that his
transfusion was working. "Sleep well. I'll be back later," he whispered.
~*~*~*~
"Mom, feel my hair." Sly bent
over in front of Alexis and held his head down so it could be patted.
"What hair?" Alexis asked with
amusement.
"Moooomm," Sly protested.
"You said it would grow back, and I think it looks longer now. Would you look at
it?"
Alexis smiled at Sly's impatience and
sympathized with his dilemma. She ran her fingers through the bristly stubble and said,
"It seems longer." That wasn't a lie exactly. It still was a crew cut, but felt
a fraction fluffier than before, if that was the word to describe it. There was the
possibility of new growth.
"Good," Sly sighed. "I'm
tired of being a mutant."
"Are you growing an extra limb?"
Alexis asked. "You look human to me."
Sly sat down beside his mother on the
couch and slumped over. His face was drawn as if he hadn't slept well the night before,
and Alexis felt a stab of worry attack her. "You seem very tired," she observed.
"Do you need a nap?"
"No!" Sly answered back sharply.
"I'm not a baby."
"I know, honey, but you're recovering
from surgery. It's tiring." It was hard for Alexis to discern where her son's mood
was coming from. If he were a girl, she'd say he had PMS, so twitchy and disagreeable he
was becoming. Maybe it was simply teenaged hormones, but she wasn't sure. There seemed to
be something bothering him, something that he wouldn't share. He'd repeatedly waved off
any attempts that she or Luke made to get him to talk about the kidnapping, saying that it
was all over with and not worth discussing.
"I fell asleep on Emily," Sly
admitted sheepishly as he nervously twiddled his thumbs. "I'm surprised she's still
speaking to me." He recalled waking up at the touch of her lips and feeling mortified
that he'd been sleeping in front of his girlfriend. What if he'd drooled or talked in his
sleep? Emily had laughed it off, but Sly wanted to appear more masculine and in control of
himself in front of his girl.
"Resting on the couch was part of the
deal if you wanted to spend time with the Quartermaines," Alexis reminded him.
"Remember when we talked about that?"
Sly made a face but didn't answer. Why was
his mother hanging around all the time? Wasn't he old enough to be left alone? He'd been
left alone by Bill plenty of times since he was seven or eight, sometimes all day and
night, so why did his mother insist on babysitting a fourteen year old? "I can take
care of myself," he grumbled.
"Of course you can," Alexis
replied positively. She knew there was a fine line between giving Sly the attention he
needed and smothering him. It was hard to discern that line with his background, one
filled with casual neglect. What was normal for another child, Sly found restrictive and
intrusive, yet he seemed to hungrily absorb any attention he received. Maybe it was an
internal war he was fighting, one that he wasn't comfortable sharing. Sly and Frankie were
remarkably similar when you swept away the surface differences. It was a constant dance of
push and pull, hug and retreat. It had only been several months since the new Spencer
family had formed, so she was probably expecting too much, too soon, Alexis decided.
"How's Frankie?" Sly asked,
changing the subject.
"He's recovering, and the bleeding
has stopped."
"So he'll survive?"
"Sure. His problem isn't fatal. We're
hoping that the latest round of drugs will place his ITP in remission."
Sly looked queasy and tapped on his arm
cast with a nervous drumming sound. "There was a lot of blood in that bathroom,"
he gulped. "It was smeared all over the floor and tub. I wanted to help you, but it
made me sick." Sly recalled feeling faint and nauseous when he'd entered the room,
falling against the counter and trying to remain standing in the midst of what looked to
be a crime scene.
"I'm not afraid of blood,"
Alexis stated. "It was no big deal. It only took a few minutes to mop it up. Besides,
I didn't want you to stain your white cast."
"I want this off," Sly
complained, waving his broken arm in the air.
"Five more weeks."
"Of hell. It's hot and it itches. Oh
well, I'm not as bad off as Frankie."
"Apples and oranges," Alexis
asserted. "You can't compare yourself to your brother."
Sly shrugged. "I miss him, but don't
tell him I said that. He'll get a big head - bigger than he already has."
You
really are crabby today, Alexis thought. A grin spread across her face, dimpling her
cheeks, when a light bulb went off in her head with the arrival of a grand idea. "You
have a doctor's appointment tomorrow morning," she pointed out. "Do you want to
stay with Frankie this evening? I have to be in court later this afternoon, so that would
be convenient for me. I can drop you off there, and then pick you up the next morning.
Frankie is probably bored, too. You can keep each other company." Alexis knew that
there was a greater chance of Sly napping and taking it easy in the hospital setting since
there was only a television and telephone to occupy the time.
Sly brightened up at the idea of having a
companion to talk to since that was his favorite activity. Emily was in school, so they
couldnt talk. Besides, he needed more romantic pointers from his older brother, but
it hadn't been possible to discuss the subject with the parents hovering nearby. Emily's parents work late. She can stop by to see them
and then visit me afterwards. "Great
idea! Let me get my bag, pack some clothes, find some CD's, and a couple of books. I'm out
of here!"
Alexis watched her son dart down the
hallway and heard his bedroom door bang against the wall with the force of his excitement.
Drawers scratched open and slammed shut at an alarming pace. She frowned slightly. Should I be offended or happy? Im not sure.
~*~*~*~
Frankie set aside his laptop and leaned
back against his pillows, looking pensive as he tapped his forefinger on his lips. Dere's so many. It's hard to choose, but I keep goin'
back to dat first one. I'll order it, he
thought as his fingers moved over the keyboard, typing in one of the credit card numbers
that he'd committed to memory. He was briefly thankful that Frank had insisted on storing
all this data in his brain. It had been a pain memorizing the numbers, but now it came in
handy for making purchases whenever he was near a phone or computer.
Frankie imagined Maxie's face when she saw
what he just bought, and he knew she'd love it. They hadn't known each other for long -
brief months actually - but they had a powerful connection that made words irrelevant. He
seemed to instinctively know Maxie's tastes, and she
hadn't disappointed him yet. His heart warmed with the memories of holding her in his arms
and kissing her lips, getting lost in her aqua blue eyes as she returned his affection.
How did she always manage to smell so good, like a dessert warming in the oven, so
tempting and tasty? He couldn't get enough of her soft, silky skin, and he chuckled when
he noticed he was gripping the blanket with the force of his imagination.
Frankie reached for the phone and pulled
it onto his lap as he darted his eyes toward the doorway. Nobody's eavesdropping, he noted. It was good that
the bodyguard was stationed close by but out of earshot of private conversations since he
had several transactions to complete, none of which he wanted his parents to discover.
When Frankie lifted the phone receiver,
his hand shook hard enough to send it tumbling to his lap, where he stared at it as he
quickly tucked his hands under his armpits and squeezed, trying to make them remain still.
He flopped back onto the bed with a sigh of defeat. I can't stop wanting a drink. I don't think I'm gonna
make it on my own with dis. I wish I'd never taken a drink, but I can't even remember not
doin' it. How old had he been when he'd accepted sips from the adult's cocktails as
payment for being so cute and a good singer? Two? He
looked with annoyance at the IV lines that continually slapped against his arm every time
he moved. The drugs and platelets were certainly helping because the bleeding had stopped,
but he still had a fierce headache. Was it a side effect or was it the withdrawal? Either
way, Frankie felt cursed and wondered if he'd ever return to the former state of health
that he'd enjoyed at the Smith mansion.
Frankie's face tightened with anger at the
vision of a continued life with Frank Smith. What if none of this had happened, if the man
who he'd called father hadn't been murdered in cold blood? I'd be minus
a couple more teeth, he reflected as he stroked his chin and felt for his missing
tooth with his tongue. Oh, and he'd kill me. It was
comin.' We both knew it. Frankie shivered with the memory of the strange vibes that
Frank had given him. I'm better off now, definitely.
I thought I'd never live to be twenty-one so why am I down about dis now?
Frankie
removed his hands from his armpits and dialed the phone without hesitation. He'd memorized
countless phone numbers - his whole brain was full of numbers.
"I wanna talk to Dutch," Frankie
growled into the phone. "Frankie Smith," he spit out in response to the question
on the other end of the line. "As in Smith
Junior." He shook his head at the stupidity of the man who'd answered the phone
and bent his neck left and right to crack it as a sneer crossed his face.
"Ay. Dutch," he said jovially
yet forcefully as if he were still the man in charge. "It's Frankie Smith." He
hesitated and then laughed at the man's response. "No, I'm not dead, stupid. Huh? I'm
not back in da business. Dat's over with, Im legit, but you can't take da business
outta me, ya know? Ha. Tell me about it. Bein' straight is boring. Uh, yeah, I wish I
still had da stable, but I'm with one lady now. I'm makin' adjustments. But...I still need
protection, especially against dose bastard kidnapper types. Man, I hate dem. I got
bodyguards, but I wanna obtain a personal one of my own, so I wondered if you knew of any
men who might work for me now, sorta semi-retirement? It'd be an easy job, just follow me
around everywhere. I was thinkin' about maybe Jimmy? He was always dreamin' about getting
out. Okay, he'll have to interview with Johnny first. No, Johnny is totally civilian now,
but he's hooked up with my aunt. Yeah, ain't dat a hoot? He likes dose hot redheads. The job would be in Port Charles, New York - dat's
my home base now. Here's my phone number. Pass it on to him. Have him get back to me soon,
though."
Frankie recited several phone numbers so
the mob bodyguard could reach him. He cradled the phone between his ear and neck as he
continued to speak to his old crony and relaxed into a familiar role, the one that part of
him still missed. After the conversation finished, he looked blank and confused, aware
that he'd been different when speaking with the man, much more coarse and harsh than he
usually felt or behaved.
Frankie hung up the phone and stared
straight ahead at the blank, white wall across from his bed but was distracted by a blue
object in his peripheral vision. Cookie. He
giggled and inserted his hand into the puppet. I
like Cookie! Twisting the puppet around with the flick of a wrist, he mimicked and
teased the blue plush creature, holding a private conversation that only the two of them
could understand. After a few minutes, Frankie flopped on his side and hid the puppet
under his blanket so no one would see a fifteen year old boy playing with a toy. Does Maxie
like all of me? he worried. Or do I gotta
pretend and hide all of da rest? Can I do it?
Frankie looked down at the legs of his
scrubs, rolled up three times to compensate for his short height. I feel stupid dat Maxie is taller dan me. Dr. Jerry
said da alcohol might have interfered with my growth and dat I might see a difference when
I quit for good. Dat'll inspire me. He swung his legs over the bed and grasped the
pool that held his IV fluids. I'm gonna take a
shower. Maybe it'll clean up my attitude, too.
~*~*~*~
Frankie was breathing regularly, refreshed
from his shower and sound asleep on his back, his hands folded over his midriff. She crept
over to his bed and watched his face, smiling to herself, pleased with her surprise and
enjoying the view. She wondered when he'd get a haircut as his was longish with the black
tips still left over from his dye job. It was still damp from the shower and spilled
across his forehead, hiding his right eye. Her fingers played with his hair, sweeping it
from his forehead and curling it around his ear.
Frankie's hand shot out before his eyes
opened. Not fully awake, he sensed the presence of another person near him, and he gripped
her wrist with such force that she exclaimed, "Frankie! It's me. It's Maxie. Let go
of my arm!"
Frankie's blue eyes looked with confusion
into his girlfriend's pained face, and he immediately let her go, his hand swiftly moving
away from her arm. He glanced around him, uncertain of what was happening, and scooted up
to a sitting position. He was frowning as he hated feeling vulnerable and hated it even
more when another person caught him reacting that way. "Maxie! What are you doin'
here?" he exclaimed while running the back of his hand over his sleepy face and
hoping he looked presentable.
Maxie looked hurt and crossed her arms
against her emotions. "I came to visit you. I called your house, and your stepmother
said you were in GH. My mother is visiting some old lady from church, and I talked her
into letting me come."
Frankie brightened up and moved to the
side of the bed, rubbing the newly bare spot to show her where he wanted her to sit.
"Come here," he said repentantly. "I'm sorry. You can't sneak up on me, or
I get funny."
"I guess so," Maxie sighed as
she sat down beside him. "That's okay. I'm happy to see you."
"Me too," Frankie replied
softly. He couldn't keep his eyes from roaming over her entire being, so enchanted he was
with her. Thinking about her was great, but being physically close to her was heaven.
"You look okay," Maxie observed,
pointing to the IV's. "You're not on oxygen," she teased him. "Remember
when we kissed with all that apparatus getting in the way?"
"Yeah," Frankie agreed with a
fervent nod. "I remember." He reached out and took her hand, gazing into her
eyes, which were a color that reminded him of photos of Caribbean lagoons, bright and
cheerful. "Kiss me now," he whispered to her with a sly grin.
Maxie bent toward him, and he caught a
whiff of her perfume, fresh and lively as usual - and certainly edible. Maxie favored
floral vanilla and other food scents, which was okay in his book. Frankie closed his eyes
when their lips met, allowing their warmth to meld together as one, and he smiled to
himself when he felt Maxie's lips part and her tongue seek his. He liked it when she made
a move on him - it made him more excited if that were possible.
"Lovely," he sighed when they
parted. He leaned back onto his pillows and held his hands behind his head. "Do you
want to lie next to me?" he offered.
"Okay." Maxie lay back and
snuggled close to Frankie, placing an arm across his stomach. "What happened?"
she questioned.
"It's dat blood disease I have,"
Frankie explained. "It was in remission, but it's back. So, I gotta take dese drugs
to suppress da immune system."
"Like me."
"Yeah, but not as long term. I got da
real high doses to shock da system into working right."
"It's still scary."
"It was to my parents," Frankie
stated. "I bled all over dere bathroom. My dad had towels everywhere in da car to
catch all da blood. I hope I didn't wreck it. I was kinda out of it."
"I'm sure he's not worried about his
car," Maxie disagreed.
"I dunno," Frankie laughed.
"He's into dose older cars. He drove me in da Cadillac. Dat's his baby."
"And you are, too."
Frankie blinked at the implications of her
comment. "I guess so. At least I used ta be."
"You'll always be. That's the way
that parents feel. It's a drag sometimes - when they remind you constantly or when they
think you're too young to do something."
"It's mostly good," Frankie
breathed out in appreciation. "I never had dat growing up, but I have it now. I like
it."
"So you're okay otherwise?"
"Sort of," Frankie hedged. He
pinched her side to tease her. "I don't have dat paper back yet. Dey drew blood for
tests."
Maxie pinched Frankie in return as she
giggled. "Good for you, buster. I'm the STD police."
"Arrest me, Officer Jones,"
Frankie joked back. "I'll do whatever you tell me. Please be sure to use your
handcuffs."
"Frankie! You're so bad."
Frankie squeezed Maxie's arm. "I
know. I'm tryin' to be good, but it's hard when I'm around you." He slowly drew his
index finger along her cheek. "I love you," he said simply and matter of factly.
"I want you to be safe."
"I know I'm coming off as being
paranoid," Maxie sighed. "But it really hits home when your big sis has HIV. She
lost the love of her life to that disease, and now she has to live with it in her own
body. She's so sad sometimes, Frankie."
"I'm sorry. She seemed nice when I
met her."
"She is. But, she's worried that
you'll lead me astray. She's kind of twitchy about that mob stuff - not as bad as Mac -
but she's not sure about you."
"I'm not sure about me," Frankie joked.
"All I know is dat I'll never hurt you, not on purpose. I have a bad past and a lot
of stuff I have to live with. It's not easy to be around me, and I'm sorry. Maybe you do
deserve better."
"What's the definition of better?
I've never wanted anyone like I want you. Nobody's perfect. I'd say you came out just fine
given the circumstances, from the stories you've told me. You're moving ahead, right? No
more mob or whores."
"You're still sore about dat."
"It'll take some time," Maxie
stated.
Frankie took her hand and held it firmly.
"I love you, only you. I never loved 'em. It was something else."
Maxie blinked away a few tears and wiped
at her eyes. "I know. I know it in my head, but it's my heart that hurts," she
tried to explain.
"I'm real sorry," Frankie
replied with a choked voice. "I don't know what else to say except I won't do it
again. I promised you. I'm sorry I hurt your feelings. I guess I should have told you
everything up front, but after we got close, I was afraid you wouldn't want me no more.
Im not sure I want myself sometimes, but I'm workin' on it."
"I have something that I need to tell
you," Maxie confessed. "I don't want to mislead you. I know that you're hoping
we'll sleep together after I see that paper, but there's a problem."
"What?"
Maxie turned so they could see each other
face to face. "I went to a clinic for birth control pills. They wouldn't prescribe
them to me because of my heart condition and told me I should wait until marriage because
I can't have an unplanned pregnancy. It would be real dangerous for me, and the other
birth control methods aren't good enough. I feel like I can't take the chance. I'm only
fifteen, Frankie. It's hard enough wondering how long my heart will last."
Frankie sat up and pulled Maxie toward
him, her back to his chest, wrapping his arms around her and leaning his chin on her
shoulder. He could tell she was crying, and he stroked her long, blond hair with a gentle
hand. "We won't have sex now," he said quietly. "I don't want to risk
losing you."
Maxie turned and looked into his concerned
eyes, and she could tell that he meant it. "But I know you were counting on it. Heck,
I wanted it, too." She smiled at him and laughed, wagging her finger at him when his
eyes lit up. "See? You have a one track mind."
"Apparently you do, too," he
teased her.
Maxie shrugged. "Girls have
hormones."
"I noticed."
"So what do we do?" Maxie asked.
Frankie moved his hands over her tense
shoulders and massaged them until Maxie sighed and leaned into him. "That feels good.
You have great hands."
Frankie moved her hair away from her ear
and nipped at her earlobe. "Don't need a penis in da vagina to have sex," he
whispered in a sultry voice, breathing into her ear and running his hands up and down her
arms. "I'll show you da world," he promised. "And you won't get
pregnant."
Maxie blushed at Frankie's bold use of
anatomically correct terms. Why was it easier to talk about body parts with silly words?
"Mmhmm? What are you suggesting?"
Frankie resumed rubbing her shoulders.
"We can touch each other and feel good. No danger of dat being boring."
"We need to go on a date," Maxie
complained. "Anyone can walk into this hospital room at any time. We've been caught
before. I hate getting caught."
Frankie laughed in appreciation of Maxie's
humor. "Can I come over for dinner on Thursday rather than Wednesday? I should feel
better by den."
"By that's not a real date."
"I know," Frankie sympathized.
"First, we gotta convince dat mean ole stepfather of yours dat I'm not evil
incarnate."
"Good luck," Maxie chuckled.
"I hate goin' ta jail," Frankie
added.
"Oh! Mac resigned. He's going to
start a restaurant with my mother. It's been their dream for years. See? Mac's not so bad.
He was pressured by the job."
"Wow," Frankie breathed out in
relief. "Dat is good news. No more jail for Frankie."
"What do you have in mind for this
date?" Maxie inquired.
Frankie moved his hand to rub her stomach
in a sensual motion. "I'll surprise ya," he promised.
"Oh, I love surprises!" Maxie
exclaimed, yet she frowned and sighed. "But I hate them, too. Anticipation. It
stinks."
"Not always," Frankie said
sexily as he played with the edge of Maxie's sweater and ran his fingers over the exposed
skin of her stomach. He leaned in to place soft kisses on her neck.
Maxie's hands ran over the blankets on the
bed and stopped at a large lump. "What's this?" She pulled out the Cookie
Monster puppet and laughed. "Who's he?"
"Dat's Cookie," Frankie laughed.
"Dat's his name and don't wear it out. He's moody." Frankie inserted his hand in
the puppet and bugged his eyes out in imitation of Cookie's crazed expression. "And
I'm his friend. He said so."
"Oh yeah?"
"Pretty girl," Frankie growled
as he had Cookie pat her arm. "Give me da cookies. All of dem. I want 'em now,
Blondie."
"I don't have any cookies,"
Maxie sniffed in disdain at the willful puppet.
"MMmmm," Cookie growled as he
slowly crawled up Maxie's leg. "You're da cookie, sweet one. I'm gonna gobble you
up!" Frankie bat the puppet against her leg as if he were chewing her up. "Yum,
yum. Goooood."
Maxie swatted at the puppet. "You're
crazy."
Frankie crossed his eyes at her. "Say
it's not so. I did escape from the asylum."
"And so you did," Maxie
chuckled. "And your crazy puppet did, too."
Frankie removed Cookie from his hand and
laid him aside. "My dad bought him for me when I was recovering from surgery - after
my accident." He cleared his throat and looked pensive. "I told my dad dat
Cookie was my favorite when I was a little kid. So, he bought 'em. He's like dat, my
dad."
"He's wonderful," Maxie said
softly.
Frankie cleared his throat again and
looked down. "So, you think I'm silly, like a kid?"
"Sometimes," Maxie admitted.
"I like it because we have fun, like just now. But, you're different in many ways.
There's that meanie mob side of you, and then that devilish Romeo you, and..." Maxie
stopped short, surprised by Frankie's hand grabbing hers to stop her from talking.
"What is it?" She noticed that his face looked sad and afraid at the same time.
Frankie looked her in the eye and then
glanced away. "Are we bein' totally honest with each other?"
"Yes," Maxie nodded.
"That's what I thought."
"I dont want you to hate me or
be afraid of me or think I'm a freak," Frankie said tensely.
"I don't think that."
"You don't know."
"What?"
Frankie shrugged and released her hand.
"It's hard to explain. You know my dad, Frank - the kidnapper dad?"
"Yes."
"I told you a few stories about him.
Well, dere's lots more. Some I haven't told a single person, and maybe I won't ever."
Maxie looked concerned when Frankie's face
fell and he quit talking for a long moment.
"Dere's a reason why I act different
all da time. It's 'cause I am different."
Frankie waved his hand around his head. "Da past, da way I lived, all dat stuff, it's
not good. It messed me up - in da mind."
"I know it's been hard on you.
Anybody would be stressed out by that."
"It's more dan stress," Frankie
said harshly. "I got all dese people running around inside my head. It's all
separate, not da same. Sometimes I don't remember, like when I yelled at my mama? I didn't
do it."
"I saw you," Maxie protested.
"You were out of control, sure, but..."
"It wasn't me," Frankie said again. "I created all dese people, dese personalities
to deal with da way my life was. I couldnt be a man like my dad wanted, so I created
one. Only now I can't control it like I used to. Dey pop in and out depending on what's
happening. I get mad, and dis mean one comes out."
"The email," Maxie said
reflectively. "That's why it read like several people wrote it."
"I guess."
"You did this on purpose?"
Frankie shook his head. "No. I was
too little when it started. I didn't realize I did it."
"What are you going to do?"
"Live my life?" Frankie asked
bitterly. "I dunno. My dad and Stefan said I can work on putting 'em all together or
getting dem to cooperate. Den I won't be all over da place all da time. It might take
years to do it, though."
"Are you taking medication for
this?" Maxie asked seriously, her mind intrigued and worried at the same time. She
wasn't as shocked as Frankie seemed to expect she'd be as she'd often seen him change in
an instant and felt it was unusual but had shrugged it off.
"Not for dat," Frankie said,
blushing with embarrassment. "I got other problems - anxiety, depression, and stuff
like dat. I take drugs for dat. It helps. Better dan drinking alcohol. I've stopped doing
dat. My grandfather was an alcoholic and it runs in da family. My dad told me about it. I
can't drink 'cause I'm one, too."
"When you spill the beans, you really
go for it," Maxie said incredulously.
"So you hate me now." Frankie
stated with defeat. "I thought you deserved da truth since we're talking about
important stuff. If we're goin' ta share bodies, we should share everything."
"Why are you so quick to assume that
I'll hate you?"
"'Cause I hate me?"
"It's a lot for me to absorb, but
it's not your fault. You know that, don't you?"
"I guess."
"I'm not sure I understand it all,
but you're my boyfriend. I'm not giving up on you. I mean, if I can put up with the one
hundred whores...."
Frankie grinned. "I got multiple
personalities but you're worried da most about da stupid whores."
"I can't help it. I have a one track
mind."
"Glad somebody does."
"I'm safe with you, right? That mean
one isnt going to harm me?"
Frankie shook his head. "He won't
hurt you. He's mostly talk anyway. I love you, Maxie. All of me. You're safe with
me."
Maxie scooted closer to Frankie and draped
her arms around his waist. "Kiss me," she said simply. "I love my
boyfriend, and I want him to kiss me."
"I love you, too."
Maxie held her finger over his lips.
"We'll talk more about it later. Right now, I want to make out. My mom's going to
want to leave soon, and we're running out of time."
Frankie smiled at Maxie's hormonal self
and kissed her passionately, holding her face in his hands and giving her the kiss of her
life, refusing to break away, but instead increasing its depth and intensity until they
both melted down on the bed, lying side by side and feeling each searing place where their
bodies met as solid heat. Frankie kept kissing her while he ran his hand repeatedly over
her breast and placed his leg over hers to join their bodies closer together.
"Hey! Guess who's here for the
night..."
Frankie and Maxie jumped and hurriedly
adjusted their clothing against the intrusion. Maxie's heart beat wildly in her chest, and
Frankie's joined her in its staccato rhythm.
"Sly," Frankie said dryly as he
rolled his eyes. "Figures."
~*~*~*~
"Dat's great timing you got,"
Frankie complained as he watched Sly unpack his suitcase, placing his CD player on the
nightstand and making himself at home. "How come you're always walking in on me and
Maxie? I can't kiss dat girl without wonderin' if you got dat videotape running. Gives me
nightmares."
"You're the one who makes out in
public places."
"Uh. Right. I'm da only one in dis
room dat makes out."
Sly sat down on the bed that had
previously been unoccupied. He raised his eyebrows and gave Frankie a big smile. "Ask
Emily. I think she'd disagree."
"Well, she's da one in love with da
earrings," Frankie muttered.
"You were all over Maxie when I came
in. You taking her to the mall?"
Frankie colored, and his face stiffened at
the mention of the old joke between them, their code words for having sex with a girl.
"None of your business."
"Since when is Frankie Spencer's love
life anything but public knowledge? It's your favorite topic of conversation - fuck this,
fuck that. It's your four letter word of choice."
Frankie shrugged and dangled his legs off
the edge of the bed, swinging them back and forth. "Things change," he said
cryptically as he avoided his brother's gaze. Ever since he and Maxie had declared their
love for one another and made plans to be intimate, he'd become reticent about discussing
their relationship and became very private about the subject.
"Emily is stopping by."
"Oh joy."
"We'll need our privacy."
"Oh. And where am I gonna be?"
"In the bathroom. Give us half an
hour alone."
Frankie cracked up and made a face.
"She's gonna think I'm constipated," he complained. "Sorry, can't do it
'cause as you can see, I'm hooked up to an IV. I'll pretend I'm asleep; in fact, maybe I
will be asleep. I'm tired."
"That kind of spoils the mood,"
Sly pouted.
"What mood? You're just gonna smooch
her. You can do dat in front of her parents for dat matter. I'm not interested. I'll be
dreaming about Maxie."
"Thats what I wanted to talk to
you about." Sly tensed up with the questions that were burning in his mind.
"What?"
Sly turned skittish and scraped his feet
across the floor, making a circular pattern on the lineoleum with his sneaker. "Me
and Emily...we kiss a lot. And, well, I think we both like it."
"Good. Congratulations."
"Frankie," Sly complained.
"I'm trying to ask you a question if you'll stop with the smart remarks."
Frankie lay back on his bed and sighed as
he held a hand to his forehead. "I'm listening."
"How do I know what to do next?"
Sly's voice squeaked out. "What is she expecting? I mean, she seems to like what I
do."
"We talked about dis before,"
Frankie said patiently. "Every girl is different. It's a mystery. You have to put da
puzzle together on your own. No one else can help you do dat."
"But what if...you know... I touch
her somewhere and she gets mad or hits me or hates my guts or something?" Sly
worried.
"Act now and repent later,"
Frankie stated firmly. "It's da only way. Do what you want. Maybe she'll attack you if you do it right."
Sly gulped nervously. "I never
thought about that - Emily doing something to me."
"Girls have hormones, too,"
Frankie said, borrowing Maxie's earlier statement.
"Yeah, I guess so," Sly said
with wonder. "This is too complicated. I think we'll stick with the kissing. I'm not
ready for this."
"Dat's fine. You don't gotta prove
nothing."
"Really?"
"Really. Just kiss your girl and have
fun. Otherwise, it's a drag, and who needs dat. It shouldn't be a chore."
"Okay," Sly said with more vigor
as he rose from the bed and searched through his CDs. "I like kissing. We'll stick
with that for now."
"Got any Backstreet Boys in
dere?" Frankie asked casually with a teasing tone of voice.
"You wish."
Frankie sat back up and carefully rose
from the bed. "I don't need no earrings to be da
man," he laughed. He held an
imaginary microphone to his lips and closed his eyes as he swayed with the music that was
in his mind. Frankie let his silky voice emerge, full of rhythm and passion.
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love is affecting your reality
Every time we're down, you can make it right
And dat makes you larger than life
Frankie jutted his hips forward and
swiveled around, shaking his head as if his hair would sparkle in the light. He held his
hand in the air, commanding the audience, curling his finger in a come hither motion.
Lookin' at the crowd and I see your body sway, come on
Wishin' I could thank you in a different way, come on
'Cause all of your time spent keeps us alive
Frankie jumped and closed his mouth when
he heard the clapping and wolf whistle floating in from the hallway. "Stupid
bodyguard," he mumbled crossly.
"Bro, you're really cool," Sly
said sincerely. "Screw the earrings. I didn't know you were that good. I mean, I've
heard you singing the old tunes, but you're tough. Have you thought about doing this
professionally?"
Frankie shrugged off the compliment, but
he glowed with the praise and let out a secret smile. "Maybe."
~*~*~*~
Luke groaned appreciatively as he slid off
of Alexis' body and settled onto his side of the bed. "Cowabunga," he snickered.
"I thought sex was supposed to go downhill once you're an old married couple. This
only gets better and better."
Alexis curled her naked body around Luke
and ran her hand over his heavily breathing chest. 'No squabbling children, no medical
emergencies, no kidnappings or death threats. We can concentrate on one another."
"And I like the way you concentrate.
Brainy gals are the best," Luke laughed. "Having Sly stay with Frankie tonight
was a stroke of genius. Oh, man, I'm looking forward to that honeymoon. I have a ton of
surprises for you, sweet girl."
"Luke," Alexis chuckled.
"What, baby?"
"Have you noticed something?"
"Spell it out for me, Alexis. My body
is on fire, but my brain's dead."
"It's about Maxie, Frankie's
girlfriend. It's the way she looks."
"She's a cute girl."
"Well, yes. What I mean is...she
looks like Laura did when she was a teenager. I saw an old photo of Laura in Frankie's
memory book, and I swear Maxie is a dead ringer for her."
Luke frowned and then gulped. "Well,
now that you mention it..." He sat up suddenly and swatted his pillow at his wife.
"Oh, don't go there. You are sooo warped. What is it with you Greeks? Oedipus
complex? Aw no. I don't wanna think about that."
Alexis grinned so broadly that her dimples
nearly impaled her cheeks. Her eyes danced at Luke's discomfort. "I love freaking you
out," she giggled. "You're so much fun to tease. You should see your face."
"No, darlin.' You're gonna see my face," Luke threatened as he captured
her into a deep kiss and hugged her tightly, reveling in her nakedness so close to his.
"Can I see the rest of you -
again?" Alexis asked innocently. "Pretty please?"
Next chapter...